Lodged in the strata

July 24, 2007 in Emotional Difficulty, Philosophy, changes, desire, deterritorialize, growing pains, lines of flight, micro-adventure, reaction, rigid vs. supple, segmentation, strata, stretching

Grumpiness aside, things are not so bad.  I think I’m just trying to fit my changes with the changes outside me.  Learning new perspectives, attitudes.  Pains of stretching beyond my habitual rigid segmentations, trying to become more supple, developing both connections and lines of flight, connecting flows and diverting them into new regimes, new adventures.  Fine lines of desire.  But the old protects itself and spasms of reaction coarse through my body and soul.